I cant say,
it will be better in the morning,
cause this doubt doesnt leave my mind..
Will you ever learn?
Will you ever get less weak?
Will you finally think of me and others around you for a change,
or will it always stay the same..
I dont trust you,
and i wonder if i ever should again..
You keep me doubting everyday..
I cant take it anymore,
you've used up, every faith i had left in you..
Now there is only fear of the unknown..
You dont give me the feeling anymore,
that you are worth to fight for..
Its like you want to push me away,
want to hurt me..
Over and over again..
Stop this noncence, im done..
Be real for a change,
your killing me and you know it..
Your weakness is sickening to me,
and i hate you for it!
Im to afraid to give up,
some days i wished i never loved you..
I wish i could let you go,
it would be a lot easier..
But i still cant make the choice..