It’s like there’s a wall
Stopping me from my way
To explore all of my feelings
So I can finally say
to myself, what is wrong
because right now I can’t go on
with what I am, and how I feel
It’s so obvious that it’s not clear
It’s like to unlock a door
with a key that doesn’t fit
And in someway I’m not sure
If I want to open it
I have this fear, that it’ll explain
In a way that causes more pain
I don’t know, if it is right
To start a war which I can’t fight
To start a war I maybe don’t need
Because who says that it will relieve
these heavy bricks on my shoulder,
Why make a warm relation so much colder
I love you, is what I once knew
Assurance I didn’t need from you
Look at me now, tell me what you see
Can you find the answer
can you tell me what this is, what I feel?