Through my life i always thought that i was nobody
I never allowed myself to be happy
But now i know that all these thoughts are wrong
I kept on believing them for far too long
I never wanted to be me
I always believed that being nothing was my destiny
I see now that I made myself unhappy
That's not how I wanted it to be
I held on to this because everything went wrong in my family
Now I know I didn't cause it, it wasn't me
In other people's face I always laughed this pain away
I always said, there was nothing left to say
But there's a lot to say
I'm sick of always running away
I believe now that I am someone
Hiding myself is over and done
But I do realise that this pain will forever be a part of me
Nomatter what happens I will always be me