What is this, why so much gloom?
The point is, I don't have enough room
People will crush me, pretend I'm not there
Why being cruel? It just isn't fair
I can pretend to be happy, pretend it's okay
But what is so wrong with wanting it my way?
It can be hurting, it's a shame and a bliss
that is why I write a poem like this
Don't know the future, don't care 'bout the past
I'm just mad everything happened so fast
You have your future and I have also mine
but all I wanted was one chance to shine
I say you have no heart, no tears left to cry
Sometimes I just wish that you all would die
You don't know who I am, you master of pain
Hurting me for you, is that personal gain?
All of you people, you are just the same
You see our lifes as some sort of game
I am different from you, special, know that
You are no fair, like I already said
I would give everything for some rest
But you guys're always putting me to the test
My music of life has grown so dim,
it's all because of you, you and your sin
I have my secrets, haven't we all?
Only my secrets cause me to fall
I have my burdens, and I think so have you
But are your burdens so heavy too?
This song of sadness, sung in its time
it's as always, put together by rhyme
The wolf cries his pain. I write it right here
I have to say it, isn't that clear?
You should not know how pained I am
You have your own troubles, don't worry m'dam
No one will fear if I say I'm alright
My lies die away with the broad daylight
My love and my hope all go to you
cause, of course, there is a lot you've been through
Just sigh soft and let my fears die
then one day, I might be able to fly
I will continue this poem as long as I want
I write with love, this honorable rant
The High One knows how much I can nag
But it is because of the cross that I drag
I just can't let go, but it's so hard to ask
Do you really know me, do you see my task?
Do you care or is it some strange play?
I should leave now, or maybe I should stay.
See, I know my sins, number of much
all that I do, I just really can't touch
a thought of joy or a shining smile
my happiness is always away ten mile
I can't imagine you care about me
I'm a really bitch, really, can't see?
don't fall for my act, I'm really no good
I'm dark of mind, you understood?
I often don't care for any good word
something nice to me? It's mostly absurd!
that's why I nod and smile, just in vain
these are all the clues of my pain
This poem is long, too long it seems
But for my soul, this writing redeems
I'm letting it out, saying it all
I write it, cause you have no time to call
My eyes are dry, my thoughts are clear
but my soul will fly far out of here
I have to return, I'm crossing the line
What will they do if I'm not home on time?
I will go to bed, resting in sleep
but please catch me if I fall to deep
my life, right here, will it ever end?
Are you the angel that my God has send?