About to break
You don’t hear my crying at night
And none of you can see my tears
But although I know this friendship isn’t right
Losing you still is one of my greatest fears
Why is it so damn hard to accept
That I’ve already lost you in so many ways
Why is this becoming so real and clear
In this past few days
Next year everything will be so much different
Maybe in a better way
But although I know the situation might improve
‘Goodbye’ still is such a big word to say
There was a time seeing you just made me smile
But now you make me feel so sad
If I take a look at your faces now
They only drive me mad
Why is friendship such a complicated thing?
Why is it so hard and so unfair?
I thought our friendship was everlasting
But now I see that such friendship is awfully rare
I will lose you, that is for sure
In two months I won’t call you my best friends anymore
Since no one of us gives love, but we only take
This friendship is about to break