death looks in my eyes , whispers in my ears
i can't wait till dead , to let go my tears
death walks beside me
it's the only thing my eyes want to see
life is my fear
it's only death my ears want to hear
i have cried thousand tears
and felt all these fears
i have yelled so loud
i layed my head down and shout
and now i just take a knife
and express the streams of life
on my arm , on my wrist
on my leg and on my fist
i'm carving the pain from the inside
on the outside
the blood
it feels good
better then life ever will make me feel
i cut myself , it's real
no it's not for attention
my life hurts more then you could ever mention
and now
i want to kill myself somehow
jump of a bridge , cut real deep
cause i can't be be happy , i even can't sleep
and it's hard
i deserve a new start
a new start with God
i can't take it anymore , in case you forgot
all this time death walked by my side
and now i'm going to play suicide and everything will be alright
all this time death spoked in my head
everytime i had bad dreams in my bed
it will not happen anymore
when i kill myself it will be all over , i'm sure
i'm so happy suicide excists
so goodbye,i'm going to cut real deep in my wrists