Watching the setting sun,
Wishing this day could be done.
Looking at the other side,
As the sky is turning from day to night.
Remember all the good and bad,
It all makes me so damn sad.
Trying to hold everything in my heart,
To silence my screams as they rip me apart.
In my chest there’s building a never ending pain,
In my body, the poison is running through my veins.
The blood stopped circulate long ago,
Instead this self destruction just started to grow.
Look at my smile that I am forced to fake,
Got nothing left to keep me from drowning in the lake.
The one thing I have, is this pain,
The tears on my chin is mingling with the rain.
Got to throw away my hard disguise,
To relive these dead and shattered eyes.
Need to heal these scars on my soul,
If I ever again want to be whole.
My anger is building, as my chest is about to explode,
I can no longer take the sorrow in this load.
The loneliness has gotten under my skin,
I can no longer let anyone in.
Feel so cold and hollow inside,
Got no place left for me to hide.
When you look at me, what do you see?
The only thing I crave for is to be free.
This world is forcing me down,
And now in all my pain I am about to drown.
I finally got my wings so I can fly,
I’m going to kiss this bittersweet life goodbye.
Fading into my silent death,
as I am taking my one last breath.