Always hidden, always quiet
tryin' to keep the pain within
But then you look, and just one sigh
reveals the hurt I'm living in
On the treshold of insanity
clutching for a ray of light
to shine on my long lost humanity
to give me energy to fight
the smothering darkness that surrounds me
kill the demons in my head
end this neverending nightmare
kiss the morning sun instead
All the heartaches that have plagued me
made me turn the other cheek
Now this loneliness will break me
kill my senses, make me weak
Too much love will suffocate me
If I can't go let it out
Should I turn to you, you´d hate me
Isn't that what it's about
While my thoughts keep me from sleeping
stupid waits for waking up
to hear my nightmare is a fantasy
and my world is still on top