Dead wish
Hiding from insanity
Looking for humanity
Watching myself cry
Ever since you died
Can't stop lying
When they see me crying
Can't stop fighting
To these tears, these fears
Once I'll break down
And they'll come around
Drowning in sorrow
When I say,
I'll won't be there tommorow
Wishing to die, when all I do is cry
Knowing it isn't the way
Because I WILL be with you one day
Maybe not today, but some day
I will be there to say
What I never said
What I've always kept,in my head
The last thing I wanted to say
When you went away
I know it's wrong
To listen to this song
When I know I'll cry
About the time you died
But I don't care
Because now all I do is stare
Stare in the distance
Beware of there excistance
The excistance of these tears
My tears, combined with my fears...