I'm strangled in thoughts which make no sense
Lost in feelings pulling me both up 'n down
I wander around in those emotions so immense
Not knowing whether I'd survive or drown
At times along would come some temptations
To avoid me from seeing what's really with me
I rather live my days in so-called illusions
Than knowing the truth with a mean bee-sting
Surrounding myself with pieces of memories
When the reality is nothing but
I swim around free, till I finally see
Whole my life I've lived with eyes open shut
I don't crave to be aware of worldly things
For scary it is to refuse a life of pretty pink
But if so, we'll never see what the future'd bring
'n That's quite a pity, don't you think..?