Last night...
Last night I couldn’t sleep
Thinking about all the things said
Honesty about feelings so deep
About actions that are referred to as ‘bad’
But these thoughts and feelings are there
For almost 10 years already we’ve blocked them
Stuffed away, like we didn’t even care
Always utterly controlled them
Some teasing emails or words
From time to time we shared
But nothing further, for that hurts
Our loved ones, so we just dared
But reading your words yesterday
So honest and truthfully
Effected me in such a way
That the desire grew even more rapidly
I know you know what I mean to say
That maybe ones we can share
An intimate moment some day
To fulfil our hearts and needs, so beware
One thing however needs to be for sure
That our friendship won’t be affected
Whatever we would do, even if it’s more
More than we had both expected
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