don't ask me how I feel
'cause you don't want to hear
I feel like crap
everybody I know takes advantage of me
and nobody cares
I try not to forgive
but I can't
I start to feel guilty
afraid of our relationship
dying in the middle of a fight
I want to make things up
but I don't know if it's the right thing to do
since I haven't talked to you
the sun's rays are weaker
the wind is tougher
when you disappeared
you took my happiness with you
and my heart is eating itself away
while my brain keeps telling me
not to forgive you
so I guess
I just don't want to get hurt again..