What’s the use?
Being in a different world
Only notice what I feel inside
Feeling my emptiness and my fear
My screaming and my inner fight
Hiding in my secret place
No one who can open my eyes
I’m covering up my millions of tears
Living my live in complete disguise
Deep inside where no one can enter
Where I’m all alone and on my own
No knowing where I can escape
Just enclosed within a huge, frightening stone
I did my best to please the others
Climbed up from my lowest ebb
Struggling and fighting against myself
But I know I’m the victim of my own tricky web
I’m longing to leave this place right now
Going back to my state of neglect
It may seem to you like self destruction
But what else can I expect?
Appreciation? Not my own me, myself
Because what I gain is what I will loose
No freedom in my mind and soul
So tell me, what’s the use?