I’ve always told myself, that I’ll be fine on my own
By dealing with myself and caring the weight alone
I’ve always been scolded for being weak and small
But how come my tears are always ready to fall
I’ve always been told, that you find happiness in education
Always work hard do not fool around, what a suffocation
How come I can’t cross this line, to overcome this fear
I keep shutting myself down, every time when it comes near
When furious words are pounding inside of me
I tried to avoid things that I didn’t wanted to see
I wanted to run away from everything, I just wanted to hide
A tear dropped on a familiar arm, arms that were holding me tight
I opened my eyes, Leave me alone already I say.
He soothed me and told me I’m not going away
I woke up from this terrifying nightmare, that I freaked about
I noticed someone was laying next to me, with out a doubt
It was him, the one that I want to spend time with and hoping to be mine
I’m grateful to him because he’s the only person that let me cross this line