Self-destructive
I want to own my agony
Want to be my own worst enemy
So I can punish the one who causes me pain
I want to be the one to blame
I want to take control of myself
Want to be responsible for my own hell
I know to heaven I will never return
But I’ll decide for what I’ll burn
I want to hold my fate in my hands
Want to be the mistress of self-destructive plans
No one will ever think of hurting me
When they see how destructive I can be
I’m self-destructive
No one will ever think of hurting me
When they see how destructive I can be
No, hurting me will never cross their thoughts
When they see what I’m capable of
Imagine me doing to you
What I’m doing to myself
I’m self-destructive
Oh so self-destructive
And sometimes I can’t help but love it
Sometimes'