I lost my mind when I lost you
This was unfair, could not be true
I missed the arms that cuddled me
The voice that gave security
Instead of that my life became
a constant flow of shame and pain
Thanks to your love I knew one day
I would leave this mess behind!!
All I had to do was growing up,
and let your loving memory not stop
but do forgive what was done to me,
release my fear, my anger and get free
Sometimes I simply cry it out! I hate what you have done,
You left me, though you had no choice, you left me, you were gone
I miss your love, I miss your arms, please mom come through that door
And hold me like you used to do, just a few seconds I will not ask for more
I know it is silly, but even after many years
I still miss you and bursting out in tears
Because I know when you were still around
we would be sitting on the ground, your love would warm me make me grow
my energy would flow
This precious gift called love I got from you
and try to share with my kids too
I know they feel my love, I know they trust on me
I know that we are friends, I know that they are free
If you were still alive I sure would tell
my mother is more, she is my friend as well.
A shiver strokes my back
I am not cold I have no flue
I am in tears, but then I wonder
Could this be really you
I look up high and send a kiss
To my beloved mother I so deeply miss
Your in heaven but thats where angels do belong
I owe you mom, you made me strong
But when I knock at heavens door
and see you sitting on the floor
I know your arms will hold me
from there on till eternity