My life is a lie,
Every day again.
I say everything is fine,
But deep inside i know i’m lying.
I’m not fine,
It’s not ok.
You think that i’m happy,
But inside i’m dying.
I’m sorry for all the lies,
But i have no choice.
I don’t want too make you worry,
That’s why i’m lying sow i’m sorry.
I’m feeling so empty,
Every day again and again.
Sometimes i think about the death,
Maybe i’m better off death.
I don’t know it anymore,
Can i take this any longer?
I just have one choice,
Lying and live untill the end.
I just live by the day,
And reaching for perfection.
Ana is my lifestyle,
My way off self-control.
I hate it too lie too my friends,
But if i tell them their heart will breake.
I don’t want that their heart breake,
Because i know how painfull that is.
Maybe i whrite my last letter,
Saying i’m sorry.