Every time I look at you in secret,,
I turn away when you look at me,,
Shyness, a bad thing I posses,,
Since the first day I approached you,,
Something grew inside me,,
Warmth and Happiness is what I felt,,
It grew stronger every time,,
It gives me inspiration every time I think about it,,
Even though I don’t realize how effective it can be,,
Writing is my way of expression,,
Because talking is hard for me,,
Now I realize how effective my writing can be,,
I have to hold back my mind and inspiration,,
I am sorry for everything,,
Even for the way I am and how my mind is,,
Hoping for forgiveness,,
Times without you are so lonely,,
I can’t live, If living is without you,,
I tried almost everything,,
I can’t give more,,
Slowly I feel my strength fade away,,
I don’t want to be fragile anymore,,
Little hope and faith is still left,,
Still standing strong,,
I’ll keep the promise I made,,