Some last Words before I lay myself to sleep
The scars in my soul are gone to deep
I can’t take it anymore
I already can see my corpse in blood and gore
Bleeding out dead on the floor
No I don’t want to live anymore
So I barricade the door
Its time to explore
Time to break in the door
Never ignore
The sorrow of the youth anymore
I pronounce that we are at state of war
From this second on
For Help they all cry out for
A helping hand and a listening ear they are looking for
Sweet release something they are willing to die for
We all have to stand up and raise one front in the suicide war
Its time to explore
Time to break in the door
Never ignore
The sorrow of the youth anymore
It’s just a dream
No helping hand
No one who wants to listen to my story
Fed up with life
Only thinking about myself
Egoistic I know I am
but like I see my life I see my environment like I see myself
Already dead everything I do to myself because in this cold world I stand only by myself
So I take the knife to slit my wrists and lay myself to sleep
Its time to explore
Time to break in the door
Never ignore
The sorrow of the youth anymore
A kind man steps to me and takes my knife out of my hand so fast
The room I was in changes in a garden filled with flowers
The man’s voice says to forget about my past
And the rain falls down on me like heavenly showers
And wash my problems away
And when I am in my room on my bed
I lay myself down and I am glad about the suicidal thoughts I forget
I wake up and I smile because the sun shines and introduces a brand new day