My finaly change of life.
I was feeling to lost before,there where so many feelings I really could not take them anymore.
I felt so sad I had to cry so many times and some times I din't understand why I had to cry.
Year afther year more problems came at my way,and year afther year I felt that I coult not stay...
Because I could not take it any longer I did not understood why I was feeling the way I felt.
I was totaly lost and I was trying to find a way so that I could breath again.
I thought I was doing my best I could to make my life better but,it always turned out even more bad than before.
I really did not understood why I felt completly terible.
I was at my end of hoping for a better life, I really was loseing all of my hope.
But than someone told me in my face that I could not go on any longer the way I was doing before.
He also told me if I really wanted to feel better and if I really wanted to change my life I should needed to get some good help and he told me who to go to.
I always thought I was doing the best I could to change my feelings but when he said than tell me what you do,I din't had any answer.
That's when I saw that this could be a life change and,my only hope.
I went to the person he recomanded to me and I found out all the lost pieces I was trying to find on my own.Without those pieces I could never understand my feelings and without those pieces I could never let the hole picture,the start from all my problems... go.
Because you need to know what it is before you can let it go.
And now im learning something I think everybody needs to learn;You need to love yourself before you can give love to somebody else.
thnx: P&T