Tears
Tears streaming down my face
Disappointed
Waked up again
Looking at my wrists and think
Again, not deeply enough
Like every day
Every day the pain
Carry with me
Feeling the pain every day
Every day is a lie
And the knife
That's still a larger lie
It let's me tink that i need it
That I cannot survive without it
It is my buddy
While i hate it so much
Every time it hurts me again
All that scars
All that memories
I want to forget everything
Knows nothing more
Feels nothing more
Never fight again
Here deep inside
They could never repair my wounds
I give it up
I'm to tired
I will never wake up again
Never again disappointed
Never need to look at my wirsts
Because..
This time it will be deep enough