You said no, I closed my eyes,
even so, I felt all your lies,
but couldn't stop the hurt.
You said things like forever,
we've stayed together,
but it all stopped,
thanks to one word..

Alcohol has been an excuse,
for the way you had to abuse,
and still I kept apologizing.
And then you thought,
whenever I fought,
let's take my friends to you,
the look in my eyes despising.

I said no, you closed your eyes,
you smiled with your hands on my thighs,
and you wouldn't stop the hurt.
I said things like: Stop it please,
feeling like I was trapped in some disease,
that was you in just one word..

Hitting me without doing something wrong,
but I was still trying to be strong,
even when the time came you didn't cared.
Lost my pride, innocence and selfrespect,
you acted like you were mister perfect,
but all you did was making me scared..