Almost a year now
10 months
10 months of solitude
10 months without my brother
Remember the things that happend before
Good things
You and me
Hoped it would never change
but it did
there she was
The b*tch that took you away
who did everything to distroy our family
And there's nothing left now
We used to be so happy together
Needed nobody.. 'cause we always had eachother
Atleast.. thats the way I saw you
My big brother became my best friend
But now you're gone
I was so angree
Didn't wanna see you
Screw you and that slut too!
Wanted to hit you, hurt yo, hate you
And I did..
I laught if there came bills that I know you couldn't pay
Screamed if you came to see us.
Until my daddy got mad at me 'cause I didn't wanna swim.
He said:
"You've always done that with your brother!
So you can do it now!
Alone, without him."
I was so frustrated but I didn't know why.
and than I felt that I don't hate you..
I miss you
So mad because you left when I needed you by my side
why?
Please! I need you!