Life scares me
and I’m slippin’
Every happy moment
is an illusion
Created to make me
suffer even more
Does it show
that I’m messed up?
Or am I the only one
who sees that.
If you know me
why don’t you see
that I’m dying
Surviving,
getting through the day
That is what my life’s about.
I wonder what it’s like
to live without worries and sorrow
I feel different
Like I don’t belong
I am scared