When I think back of what used to be
Than there's so much that I can see
I see a scared girl with a lot of pain
She always wanted her tears to be washed away by the rain
But that wasn't necesarry
Because they were drowned by every memory
She was always thinking about what she was feeling
She didn't know if her tears had meaning
She knows now that they did
And she still thinks about it
No one could see the pain in her eyes
Because they didn't know about the goodbyes
Neither did they see the sadness in her smile
She wanted to be happy even if it was only for a while
She always knew tears would be a part of her
Trying to live with it is what she did for sure
I look back at my life as something that passed by slowly
Something I thought would last for eternity
I'm so glad that it's history
Because I can say that I'm happy