I've always heard that we're all the same. Well fuck that, no one even knows my name. Everyone tries to understand why I say what I do. But they don't even know the shit I've been through. Emotionally, physically, I'm all worn out. Is pain the only thing that life is about? I have nothing to live for, why should I try? I've never been more tempted to just let myself die. I'm considering letting go of this rope I've been clinging to. I don't know how much more of this shit I can be put through. Why do I have to be so alone? Life's a bottomless pit into which I've been thrown. My only friend is this small knife. If eases my pain and erases my life, It helps me drift off and forget who I am, Next time I don't think I'll come back again. So maybe I'll just close my eyes and slash my wrists. I'm startng to think I won't even be missed. I often dream about my past years, There were never smiles, it was filled with tears. I know love's supposed to come with pain and such, But why does it have to hurt me so damn much? Sometimes I just want to be left alone But no one understands so I'm picked to the bone. I'm trapped between both of my parents I'm struggling to breathe but the have no awarence To my situation, they pay no heed. They think that attention is what I need. So here I am world you can take what you see, But don't try and sympathize, you don't know shit about me.