..All Alone..
Here I am.
Sitting, thinking and staring.
Staring at the rain falling down.
I always loved watching how rain could just fall down.
And I'm jealous of it, how it could just
fall down to go away,
away from the air,
away from the world,
and everything else
in just a matter of seconds.
Or steam, how it could just dissapear in so little time,
I hope one day I'll be able to do the same thing,
to just be able to leave whenever I want it.
You hurt me,
even if you might have not noticed.
You did, and still do.
I wonder why?
You might like that other person more,
share more interests with her,
think she is the world to you.
But she isn't the only one in this world.
One day she isn't going to be in your life anymore.
I'm not saying this day is coming soon,
although secretly i'm hoping it will.
But remember,
whenever that day comes,
I'll be there for you, the way you are there for me now.
And the thing I want to do right now,
is packing all my stuff,
going away,
just walk away from you and all of my other problems.
Even if it rains, I don't care, cause I love it that way.
I do now, and I always will.
No matter what you say will ever change my mind,
even if you get mad at me,
even if you beg me,
I'll be gone.
But if i think about it you ignore me now so you won't notice.
So if you didn't notice me leaving,
I'm sure when you notice.
I'll be long gone, to a better place away from every obstacle in my life.
From there on it's me, my stuff and the rain.
All by myself.
I hope you live the life you want to live.
Much hugs and love...