It’s make me crazy..
my mother..
made a big mistake..
she didn’t choose for me..
but for him..
he used me..
for five months..
and I didn’t say something..
I pretend like nothing is going on..
Nobody could know something..
Cause I shut my mouth..
I couldn’t get it..
What did I wrong..
I’m not a virgin anymore..
The reason sleeps with my mother..
It’s because of him..
And that makes me crazy..
I do things..
But I don’t really wanna do..
I cut myself..
And I can’t stop..
If I don’t do it..
It would make me crazy..
What can I do..
Cause I don’t want it..
I blame myself..
For all things that happend..
I don’t know why..
But I do it..
He raped me..
I really shamed about it..
I’m not the person who needs to be shamed..
But still I do..
He’s going on with his life..
And I can’t..
What do I wrong..
Or is it because he hasn’t any feelings..
No matter what he do..
It’s make me crazy..
I can’t forget it..
I’ll always remember it..