im just sitting here feeling so sad
i'll think i'll better of death
because no matter what i do it all makes me cry
i dont know how and i dont why
why do i cut myself
attention
anger
the past
sorrow
maybe its you i dont know
i'll think its the feeling when i get when te knife reach my wrist
it feels so good even better then your soft kiss
but later when i look in the mirror i'll see such a weak girl
she 's crying
and then i realise i wish i could see myself dying..