I dont care anymore if i let you down
But whats going on thats really not me
Things i've done things i've said who am im trying to be
But maybe i became like this because everything is so fucked up in my life
Everyday and every night i feel like commiting suicide
You've always said i'll be there for you
But at the moment i needed you the most what did you do
"nothing" just sitting at home feeling sorry for yourself
because im a bad friend
How far do i have to go before you see that this must ends
I've screamed i've got sloshed i've cut myself i've cried
You think i appoint myself then look at my wrist
and you know how i felt last night..