Sorry for keeping on loving you
When there was no single reason to
I never meant to make you do
The things you did to put me trough
.
I hope you now feel happy
That one thing you could not make me
.
So sorry for not giving you
The air you needed for breathing
Sorry for being everything you wanted
But not what you were needing
.
You are breaking my heart
You are tearing everything apart
And after all these years you still cannot see
The things that are slowly killing me
.
You are trying to make me push myself from your edge
But I will make you push yourself from mine
God you are such a sucker
And a fucking waste of time
.
I hope you agree with the fact
That I just decided not to care
You always kept on blaming me for everything
Life is just not fair
.
You messed op everything
And I am totally fucked up
And you are not worth anything
So why don’t you just shut up
.
All the people that you have loved
Now turned out to be dead,
Depressed,
And they all hate you
.
So I hope you think of me
When the thoughts of your sickness get more pure
And that you will finally realise
That I was the only cure
..