Poisoned
I think of you and I feel good
I like to send text-messages to you
I like to dream about you
I desire to the moment that I will see you again
But when I see you my heart bleeds
I love you, you fulfill my needs a beatiful girl on the inside and on the
outside
I think we are on the same frequency
But hearing "I love you" out of my mouth means nothing
You are already taken
You already have a boyfriend
And I'm just a friend
my friendship maybe means something
but my love for you means nothing
just a waste of my time
Just another stupid act of a complete fool
I feel like I am getting killed
My heart is gone, my soul is torn
I try to wash my sorrow away
but it are the tears escaping my eyes that make me wet
It's my blood that flows over me
I am poisoned and it kills me but I don't even care
you are my cure, my poison
my goddess, my demoness
my light, my darkness
my life, my death
I am poisoned
For you there is nothing I won't do
When I think of you
I see you so close before me
but in fact you are so far gone
I can never reach you
never touch you
never hold you
never kiss you
never be with you
When i'm thinking about you
I am glad and sad at the same time
I feel strong and weak
My heart heals and breaks
I live and die
at the same time
I am to blame for how I feel
I do this to myself
I just cut in my own hands
Instead of stopping the pain
I run towards pulled swords
I keep standing in the line of fire
I take the leap of faith and fall broken on the ground
Poison flows through my veins and it keeps me between life and death
Poisoned
I am poisoned
I am a fool to think that an angel could fall in love with a demon
How can a joyfull girl love someone who is more dead than alive
How can somebody embodied with light care for a person who is dark from the
start
Poisoned
but it keeps me alive
This poison just clouds my vision
I really have to listen to the words of wisdom that surround me
I have to forget you
you are my cure but I am poisoned
You can make my heart beat and stop at the same time
Make me alive and kill me with your smile
Your eyes can complete and destroy me
You are my poison, my cure
My saviour, my executioner
I am poisoned
But you didn't poisoned me
I poisoned myself
I poisoned my heart
my soul
my mind
with hope and dreams of a future with you
but now I know that it just kills me from within
this poison makes my heart suffer agony and troubles my mind
You are my best friend but it's my fault
with my stupid heart I make this friendship hard
You can't cure me cause the cure of being together doesn't exist
an impossible love that is been kept alive by a fool his hope
So I have to cure myself
cause I want you to be happy
our friendship to live
and I want to suffer a little bit less
so I will just have to kill a piece of my heart
or at least try to convince me from the hard truth
only friends
nothing more
trying to suppress my feelings for you
trying to conquer my poison for me and you