All I know is I'm breaking down
and every second increases the pressure
All I know is my tears will shatter
and every day I feel pain, unmeasured
I can't stand the thought of you
laying there in someone else's arms
I can't stand the lonely view
without me, unable to keep you warm
All I know is I feel so miserable
fully in denial, but my vision so sober
All I know is I'm being torn apart
denying the fact that it could -all- be over
I've ignored your existence for quite a while
just like I did when I only knew your name
I've walked away, as you didn't see, so often
and I don't know the reason, I guess I was afraid
All I know is I'm so demotivated
never was I lying, I always said what's true
God knows I'm so lost.. so hurt.., powerless..
I don't know what to do..