Screaming, crying
But still no one is hearing me
Wishing, trying
But I’m to weak, let me flee
My mind is screaming no
But I am too stubborn to really listen
My heart is already broken, cold as snow
And the blood already glisten
My mind is telling me to stop
My heart does not agree
Still haven’t reached the top
Not able to be free
Feel trapped in this body
Which I hate, can’t stand its look these days
Still hearing from everybody
It has to stop, there are other ways
My mind is seeing these
But my heart does not, it is blind
My mind it is not at peace
And this peace, my heart is trying to find
I agree with my mind and my heart
Depending on the one being the strongest
My sole is falling apart
By this endless contest
My heart, the voice telling me to take control
Of the things I eat
My mind is playing a different role
On my heart it does cheat
Two parts of me
Betraying one another inside my head
Going crazy, I can no longer see
Sick of this noise, wishing I was dead
This endless war inside my mind
Results in blood streaming down on the floor
In this way I try to find
Some peace, these voices I temporarily ignore
But I can’t go on like this much longer
Do not have the will to continue
I don’t want to, can’t be any stronger
I don’t know what I have to do
My sole, driven apart
By my mind, the smart and bright one
But my feelings, my heart
Are telling me to be gone
I do not have the strength or will
To find out what is right
Is it my heart, saying myself I’ll have to kill
Or my mind, telling me to fight
I no longer know..