Endless thoughts of a restless mind

If I should die would I feel pain?
Or at least would I feel more pain than I’m feeling right now
The way I see it I’m not afraid of dying, because life hurts and death …
Am I a coward, is this the easy way out... ?
Easy? I don’t think so.
Nothing’s easy these days
Just wondering what life would be without feelings
Without someone who cares
Who am I kidding, nobody cares, there is just… Me
Standing outside wile the world is moving by
Everybody’s in a rush to get somewhere
For me that somewhere is neither here nor there
I belong … nowhere
Is this it … I feel like I’m just waiting at the sidelines of the big game they call life
Forgotten, even without a name
So this was all, now I say have to say goodbye
And if anybody should asks you the name of the guy who wrote this
Just tell them you forgot …