Inside I stand alone
my wounds won't heal
No more beat of life..
All dead..
Goodbye for now..?
Or for ever?
I'm broken and you walk away..
Look at me now!
Dying in your arms,
but you wash me away..
I was just like you,
now I'm nameless,
You can't be something you're not..
Me without you, is like a music box without sound..
Escape..
Lost between the sound
when will we sing a new song..
'till the sunrise..
hungry for heaven
following my broken dreams I lost somewhere
One by one
Without a life, close yet far
Lived so many years without a life,
without a soul
no beat of life,
because I stand alone
Suddenly all so tragic
I cry when you say one more word..
So don't
Dirty tears
I put a gun to your head, when you're already dead..
pull the trigger and the nightmare stops..
Destroy it al??
The beginning of my end..
Bloodwork..
I don't wanna sleep alone tonight..
I won't let you go!
In worries of the words you can't take
can't save them from
Take care of yourself..
I won't be there all the time..
I also have to save myself..
Shy
I see your beautiful eyes
Can't have you..
Can't leave you..
but there is also an end in my life,
My end can't be saved
Broken inside
I love the way you laugh
I wan't to hold you high and steal your pain away..
The worst is over now?
We can breath again?
I bleed and die...
Breath no more..
not strong enough
After all that happened I'm still loving you
I'll be there for you
Always
All the way from the start..
crying along all my fears
One word..
One more word..
Shut the fuck up..
I just never wanna know..
death and gone..
burned out tonight..
Bleeding..
Crying myself to sleep..
it's all coming at me..
Nothing real..
unable to control myself
messy.. but you don't seem to mind
I fall apart in little pieces
when I'm pulled away from you
*headshot*
All of this makes sence when I get better
if i get better
I've failed to never fall in love again
it made me whole
Now i'm just a whisper
Got more then I could handle..
Thank you silence
All just an illusion
Sweetness..
Pain..
Blood..
Are you listening?
or are you ignoring me? answer!
-Schizofrenic-
Which one of US do you love?
what 'does' do?
are you willing?
you got a soul to find..
unwritten end..
kiss me.. I'm dying
put your hands under my skin
i'm not like this all the time..
touch me.. put your hands on my skin
nothing really matters
love is all we need..
Nobody wins
Something's ending
something's beginning
comfort me..
Love me tender..
Love me sweet..
You're all I need...
it opened my heart
where would I be without your love?
our lives are cold
no more pain
no more fears
no more fake smiles
just let me go...
I will be saved by my own hand..
killing myself is my way out..
everyone can make what I've build..
even better..
not breathing back
it takes my pain away..
ok.. for one second..
Well I learned to live with it
sitting here.. with a knife in my hand
with my blood in my hand
without a soul
with a tissue to wash all my pain away..
*hoping that it would be this easy..
No.. instead I'm hoping to die..
Tonight it's all broken..
I just want you to understand
I won't take it one day longer..
It will be so different.
Goodbye..
the time I need to have to take it all away..
I'll feel stronger..
We live for no reason
for every broken heart
for be unsaved
for their's still tomorrow
for their's enough pain
for everything that's wrong
no more time to live
Die..
*ik weet.. het klinkt allemaal gek..
ik zat naar muziek te luisteren toen ik echt niet meer verder kon..
Dit had ik toen allemaal opgeschreven.. er komen wat fragmentjes in van de liedjes toen..
Leven biedt veel meer dan pijn alleen.. ik weet het..
..alleen zie ik het nog niet..