my life is ticking away
i watch the clock every moment of the day,
i hope my time comes quickly.
but there is someone who cares about me.
i know her.. but i don’t call her name.
i'm still watching the clock,
when comes my end.
i take a look at my arm,
the wounds i've made are almost healed.
but there is a pain, inside my head.
i can't get of it..
i want but i can't wake up..
i just want to cut my mind..
i want to cut it away..
i will ran away, for ever..
never look back..
i just can't see your face never again..
i just hate it.. to shake all over my skin..
and the blood is dropping at the ground..
the mirror i've broken, it's sharp enough to cut my mind away..
but i don't want to cut out my brain..
and just, you stepped into my room
and you screamed to me..
just stop wit screaming to me!
just shut up!
i would stop... if you go away..
but you sad to me.. come with me..
i throw away my knife.. and follow you to a better place..
where we can rust.. forever!