For my sister part 5 --- 13/03/2006 --- 20:26 uur
Our conversation made things clear
But it doesn’t bring us near
There’s a hole in my heart
‘Cause you have torn it apart
It’s not your fault, oh no
It’s me who doesn’t want to grow
Grow apart, we don’t understand
It doesn’t come out the way I planned
My inner child screams out loud for you
No matter what I do
You are the opposite of me
Not at all the person I’d like you to be
We’ve changed, that’s true
All I can say is that I feel blue
I long for the past you
The whole day through
I know it doesn’t come back
And all you say feels like an attack
Why do I interpret your words the wrong way?
My mind is about to stray
I can’t understand what people mean
I’m just stuck in between
Why can’t I let you go?
And why do I miss you so?
It seems I don’t have the answer
But these feelings are killing me like cancer...