So Lonely --- 01/03/2006 --- 20:36 uur
Wearing this fake smile
It’s not at all my style
Looking into the sky
Hoping I don’t have to cry
Suddenly my cheeks are wet
Because that’s what you get
Not showing my real emotions
Hiding them in oceans
A tear tumbles down my eye
I’m trying to get by
But my mind is a mess
I’m so depressed, I must confess
How can I feel happy again?
And deal with all this pain?
I’m fighting all day long
Hoping that somewhere I belong
There must be someone who cares
I did all my prayers!
I need a hug so much
I need someone’s touch
I feel so alone
Inside I’ve always known
Will there be someone for me out there?
Someone who doesn’t treat me like air?
I’m in such despair
Life is so unfair
These thoughts are making me scream
Oh, I wish this was just a dream
Can’t you hear me calling?
My life is so appalling
Doesn’t anyone hear my cries?
That’s the sound of me, who dies