perfect illusion
sad confusion
bitter tears
painful fears
angry pain
life in fast lane
unhappy life
bloody knife
ugly soul
stupid at all
broken smile
for a while
sweet dream
loud scream
they come
and see it's done
knife on the floor
almost dead body at the door
note on my bed
“everything is said”
“i'm going to heaven”
suicide at then past eleven
they cry
but they don't know why
suicide because i wanted it
i try to kill myself ,that's what i did !
then i wake up with doctors by my side
i notice i'm not in heaven , it's not right
they smile
i cry for a while
and i shout
very loud
then the machines show that i'm dead
i'm dying in a hospital-bed
i get what i wanted at all
god catches me when i fall
fall into heaven , walk to the light
i'm dead ,and finally everything is alright