lessons in loneliness
as my mind is speaking darkness
the world closes his eyes, again
for the naked truth that emerges
am I hiding behind fake smiles
sinking even beneath self-hate
denying what the hell is going on
lay the shadows of a past
heavely on my restless soul
am I tormenting myself
but have done nothing wrong
other then living and trying
not as everyone but just myself
am I crying those lonely nights
hidden beneath thousand facades
lays the girl I truly am, myself
and she's learning every day
about the cruelty of life itself
the carelessness of the humans
she's learning her first lessons
[in loneliness]