Every time
that I see you
I believe
myself to be in love
Yet I
know that I'm not.
All I
ever wanted
was to
FEEL
loved,
just the thought
of someone believing
me
to be worth it.
But i'm NOT worth it.
I'm not pretty enough
not funny enough
not nice enough
/never good enough
always worthless\
I only wanted
that somebody would love me
just this once
just for once to feel OK