Missing her everyday of my life
She had to go
I know it was to hard for her
But now it’s to hard for me
Again I’m alone
All day sitting in my room
Calling friends but they don’t want to talk
It’s always the same
My friends don’t care about me
No one call me up and ask
“How are you”
No, no one ever did that..
It’s just stupid
Sitting all day in my room cutting myself
I know it’s not good..
But I have to
I feel just a bit better if I do that
Just enought to live another day
And if I stop
I’ll stop living
Hoping that that day will be soon
So my soulless bodie can be with her again
Happy for ever
Like we where befor..