What? I thought someone was screaming my name...
But it's just my mind who's washing all my memories away. It hurts. I don't belong here, I know. Why do I keep telling myself that it soon will be better? I can't take it anymore, these feelings are so real. Nobody sees me, nobody hears me, nobody talks to me. Though I see happy faces outside, but in MY core I'm frozen, I'm broken.
I'm feeling so fucking lonely. I know there is just one person in my life who can make my life like a rollercoaster.
My boy, who's now playing with angels. And soon, my love, I will be with you, spending our lifes together!
Then, I will know that life is just an 'heaven'...