Where is the guy when I need him...
When I just want to sit next to him..
When I just want to feel him...
When I just want to look into his eyes..
Where is he?

When I looked into his eyes, I felt comfortable again.
I didn’t need to worry, when I did.
I worried about the most unimportant things in life...
Now I lost the most important thing in my life. My friend.
My friend which I could call in the middle of the night, because I felt lonely.
My friend who I could laugh with. The guy I could talk to for hours.

When I got to know him I just knew he had to be my friend. It was a feeling.
My new friend became my boyfriend.
Now I broke up, because he was more a friend to me, then a lover.
I lost him. The feeling makes me sick.
And if you go and look for a friend, you wont find him.
Because I think you keep comparing them.
Your new friend won’t be as good as him.

Got to know eachother was so exciting. It felt so good.
It felt so good to be so close to somebody.
You could say anything and it wasn’t even weird.
It’s scary, because youre so vulnerable.
But it feels so great when you speak out your thoughts, and you see,
he understands you so well. You want to say so much more, but it is’t even necessary.
You feel eachother. You really know eachother..

You always need some person who really knows you. Even better then you do.
Who knows what’s best for you.
Intense happiness.
You need a kiss, a hug to feel how much he loves you. Just for the person who you are.
Its priceless. You can’t be happy without to be loved.
So..this is how much I miss you.. My friend.