just tell me the truth.
not your stupid lies.
and things afterwards.
tellin' you wanted to call me.
FUCK YOU I'm sure you wouldn't have done.
you wouldn't have the strenght to pick up the phone and call me.
false hope you gave
but readin' your story
I finally realised you don't want to give or even don't care about me
thats okay,
but why do you show it now..
if you had showed it earlier,
I wasn't thinking about you now.
Or is this what you have been looking for?
I was always there for you.
helping you to feel okay again.
but when I needed you,
you let me fall,
deeper and deeper.
I trusted you.
Deeply I wanna hold you.
but at the same time I wish I could hate you.