Dreams…
I feel so much pain right now
and I don’t know what’s wrong.
It feels like my life has stopped
and it doesn’t matter what I try to do,
I’m going back- instead of forward
The only time I feel happy is when I’m lying in my bed,
because there I can dream about all the beautiful things
of which I hope that they someday will come true.
In my dreams I can be the person I want to be.
In my dreams I’m so happy
but every morning the dreams stops
and the reality comes back in my life
I wish that my dreams where real
That I could be happy forever,
but that’s just one big dream
The only time I feel happy is when I’m lying in my bed,
because there I can dream about all the beautiful things
of which I hope that they someday will come true
In my dreams I can be the person I want to be
In my dreams I’m so happy
Jolanda ( 2 mei 2001)