a long time ago
i feel happy
and have a smile on my face
i laught
bud now its different
my smile is now a mask
bud in the inside i cride
i want to be happy
bud i can't
something hase changed
i feel myself ugle, bad, depressed and sick
want to be happy
why can it be like that
i tried so hard
bud no..
it dosn't work
why can't let all the bad things leave me alone?
why can't i not be happy anymore?