i feel the anger in my veins.
the last time we had a misunderstanding
you went to far!
You said the things
i never wanted to hear.
I keep asking myself
why did you do that?
Is it because you care
or because you are starting to hate me?
i really don't know!
i ask myself if i wanna know.
but i think i allready know the answer
so why should i ask anything?
The best thing to do is to leave you here
in all you pain and suffre!!!
You would never understand what i'm trying to say.
My world is to difrent of yours
so why should i even bother to explain it to you?
You wouldn't understand
even after years you'll keep asking me why?
But i can't explain it to you,
it's something inside of me.
Something you don't understand,
or maybe don't want to understand.
It's my life, and not yours!
so let me do what i want and only help me when ik ask you!
But don't punache me because i made a mistake
I'm here to learn and if you don't let me learn how to live
then i shall leave this place and find a much better place
to live in and where they will understand me.