Second period at school,
Just doing some work,
Everything still ok and cool.

Just checked my e-mail,
Shouldn’t have done that,
Again my life’s totally off rail.

I get cold all over, which makes me scared,
I read as I tremble,
Never knew how much I really cared.

A flash of disbelief and rage,
Followed by emptiness and pain,
You accused me of so many things,
But I really had nothing to gain…

Why won’t it leave me alone,
Why is it only the pain I feel,
Why isn’t this just an illusion,
Why does this seem so real…

Please stop my tears from falling,
A faithful friend comforting me,
Holding me close, cause through my tears I can’t see.

1 hour later, my tears keep on flowing,
I have to get away from here,
To my best friends place is where I’m going.

I almost got hit by a car,
All because off these stupid emotions,
Glad it isn’t far.

I spent some time crying ever more,
What did I do to deserve this,
At least you proved one point,
Ignorance is bliss…

No words can describe what I still feel,
I’m stuck with wounds,
Which even time won’t heal…

Some words of wisdom and experience,
Good intentions bring you nothing but pain,
They’ll leave you crying, standing outside in the rain.

That’s what I learned anyway,
Yet if they tell me he’s a bastard and a jerk,
My heart still won’t agree with what they say.
I wish that I could run away,
I wish could just vanish,
I wish I had no reasons to stay…

I feel like I lost my dignity,
I feel like I lost my pride,
Glad I have left, friends in who I can confide…

Now you want to know my name,
Like, no way no game,
But there’s a reason all the same…
I feel I still owe you that,
Even if it means I’ll lose a friend,
Hope I’ll be able to forget…

I feel embarrassed and ashamed,
Now the guilty has been tagged and named,
Lock me up and throw away the key,
Out of spite or misery…

To all my friends I give my love,
To bring them luck from up above,
You all mean so much I can’t explain,
I may be hurt, but I am still sane…